Well that's exactly how I am feeling right now. Last Sunday at church a member of our congregation got up and shared about a conference in Red Deer that he and his wife are going to next weekend. (check out the link to learn more about it) And it just really hit my heart. I didn't "commit" to it until later Sunday night... when I was actually like ... hey! what am I doing?!? this is an amazing opportunity! why don't I just go for it? So I started the wheels in motion. Calling work and trying to get days off... looking into it more and seeing what it was all about.
In all honesty... the is NO way this should have all worked out. I had even taken an extra shift at work for this weekend (because there are other people taking the weekend off). So I was scheduled to work Fri-Sun. And somehow my boss (who I find intimidatingly terrifying) was so kind and willing to give me these days off. Jesus must have touched her heart in an incredible way. I don't understand how its even possible. I just don't. And my amazing friend Janelle was willing to take a treatment for me so that one of my days would be covered. God is so good! It just blows my mind how impossibly amazing my Jesus is!
And then.... as part of all this I even get to see my dear friend Jenna... and she is willing to drive me places, and hang out with me.... and she is just so, so AWESOME! I am so SO blessed and dumbfounded by how all of this is falling into place. And even if this particular thing isn't something that Jesus is calling me into... the experience of his favor in making all this happen is enough. I just feel so alive and blessed.
I am going with an open heart and mind, ready to learn, and willing to be called.
WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO
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