There is this job that I really REALLY WANT! buuuuuuttttttt.... I have already committed to going to camp for the whole summer. And this job is available right now! And ONLY right now. If I don' t take it now, I might have to wait for a LONG time before the opportunity comes again. What to do!??!!
I really felt that God was calling me to camp this summer, to lifeguard, but now I just don't know what to do. I really really want this job! I really REALLY want it.
Savannah and I wrote a pros and cons list today. And it came up even on both sides. Every time. Sigh. I don't know what to do! And I wish God would just speak out loud to me and tell me exactly what it is he wants me to do. Please?
God I really want to honor you, but I also have desires in my heart. Where do I draw the line between my desires and your calling? Honestly I don't want there to be a division between the two! I want them to be one and the same. But I don't know what is God's voice or mine! I just, plain as plain... don't have a clue.
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